my darling i miss you everyday you are in all my thought,wish i could have you back to tell you how much you mean to me ,you were a great person and very good to me helped me build up my confidence, this new year will be very lonely without you darling,have you meet up with my lovely little sister violet i do hope so,i miss her also going to be a sad year this one think of last year when i was so happy just hope darling i have the strength to go through it without you and violet my favourite people gone so quick from me I LOVE YOU TAM MY HEART IS STILL BREAKING WITHOUT YOU I KNOW YOU ARE AROUND ME SOMETIMES I FEEL YOU CLOSE BY ONLY WISH I COULD SEE AND SPEAK TO YOU SLEEP WELL MY LOVE I WILL BE WITH YOU ONE DAY xxxx

well Tam it is nearly december and iam not feeling much better without you miss you more each day i have had a reunion with my sons rolf and james and i have just found out my daughter pauline has died itbreaks my heart wish you were here to hold and comfort me Tam look after her for me please love you always your wee hen xxxxxx

god i wish you were here i miss you more and more each day does not get better i dont know half the things iam doing without you when weather gets better will go to our favourite spots it may help tofeel close to you again my love miss miss miss you darling sleep well my love till i come to you xxxxxx