tam i wish i could stop crying but i cant miss you more each day iam lost without you we never hurt anyone just wanted a little happenes before we die i hope i gave you that as i would have done anything in this world for you but you know that they say time heals not this time it a pain i have with me all the time everywhere we had been i start crying thinking of all the laughs we had you made me so happy and gave me lots of confidence as you know what i was going through not same suffering as you i wish i could have given you one of my lungs i wish we had seen doctor about it it may have been possible but we will never know now i only hope you are alright if there is a place we go to after here please wait for me my love love you and i know you loved me you told me often my darling we might not have had long but it was the most treasured and loved times of my life i love you xxxxxxxxxxxx